The World of the Itchy Little Witch
*She looked at ET who shook his head and kissed her cheek* I'm sorry Ma. *She nodded as she looked at the glass and took another sip. Daisy was being fed formula and soft baby food she couldn't bring herself to pump and dump. Hell her daughter was almost 10 months old. This time last year she was pregnant with her and now she's got a child and alone again raising a child. This time she wasn't what she had planned. She gave ET a smile and kissed his head.* I'm find my love, you need to go to your friends for the party and dance crap. *She said as he looked at her* You need me. *She tilted his head up and moved his head to look her in the eyes.*
You are my son I am your mother Ian Tyler now you are going to your friends house. Believe it or not I've had my heart broken before and I seriously doubt it will be the last time. Now you my love are going to go, I don't need you cleaning up my messes or trying to clean be the strong one for me. I appreciate it Ian but you have to go. *She said as she put down the glass and dragged him downstairs. She saw the car pulling up as she pulled her son to him wrapping her arms around him before kissing the top of his head.* I love you so much Ian. You have always been the best thing I've ever done in my life, and now I've got you and Daisy. You two are the best things I could of ever done. I need you to do this though. You need to be my child. Go my love.
*She said pushing him out of the door. She shut the door behind her locking it resting her head on the other side. She wanted to be the child she was when she got pregnant with him. The one who was able to wallow in her pain, but she had done that for the past few weeks and now it seemed to be effecting both Ian and Daisy. She couldn't do that to her kids. They needed her to be strong and fight back even if she felt broken and worthless. She banged her head slowly against the door as her fingers went to the thin chain with the circle he had given her for her birthday.* I've got purge him from my life.
*She ran upstairs turning the baby monitor on as she climbed on the bed and found an empty box throwing things that reminded her of Thorn. She grabbed the necklace taking it off and putting it in the box. She'd tell Daisy about him later and give her the necklace if she wanted it when she was older. He was a good man they just didn't fit. She closed the box and put it next to the box that had information about ET's dad. She stroked that box, everything in there she had left alone for the past 13 years. She wouldn't touch it and she wouldn't let ET touch it until the time came that she couldn't get away from it. Until then as far as her son was concerned she was his only parent and would continue to be. She let out a sigh as she sent a mass text to her sisters and cousin. *Text* Thorn left, I dont want to talk about it. I'm as fine as can be expected. I haven't spoken to him Daisy's still with me. *text* She hit send on her phone before throwing the thing on her bed. Let it fucking ring if her sisters came they'd get the door too. The only people she wanted to be near was the one who smashed her heart to a billion pieces cause she was a glutton for punishment and her children. Other than them the world could fuck themselves. *
*She walked down the stairs to see Daisy sitting in her playpen playing with her doll, Karma walked over and pulled her out of her playpen and put her on her lap. She kissed the top of her head.* You are my Daisy, my only Daisy. You make me happy when skies are gray. You'll never know dear how much I love you. Please don't take my Daisy away. *She sang softly as Daisy bounced and pulled on her hair putting her hands against Karma's mouth. This was the thing she was good at her kids. She'd quit wallowing and pull herself out of everything for them and them alone.*
You are my son I am your mother Ian Tyler now you are going to your friends house. Believe it or not I've had my heart broken before and I seriously doubt it will be the last time. Now you my love are going to go, I don't need you cleaning up my messes or trying to clean be the strong one for me. I appreciate it Ian but you have to go. *She said as she put down the glass and dragged him downstairs. She saw the car pulling up as she pulled her son to him wrapping her arms around him before kissing the top of his head.* I love you so much Ian. You have always been the best thing I've ever done in my life, and now I've got you and Daisy. You two are the best things I could of ever done. I need you to do this though. You need to be my child. Go my love.
*She said pushing him out of the door. She shut the door behind her locking it resting her head on the other side. She wanted to be the child she was when she got pregnant with him. The one who was able to wallow in her pain, but she had done that for the past few weeks and now it seemed to be effecting both Ian and Daisy. She couldn't do that to her kids. They needed her to be strong and fight back even if she felt broken and worthless. She banged her head slowly against the door as her fingers went to the thin chain with the circle he had given her for her birthday.* I've got purge him from my life.
*She ran upstairs turning the baby monitor on as she climbed on the bed and found an empty box throwing things that reminded her of Thorn. She grabbed the necklace taking it off and putting it in the box. She'd tell Daisy about him later and give her the necklace if she wanted it when she was older. He was a good man they just didn't fit. She closed the box and put it next to the box that had information about ET's dad. She stroked that box, everything in there she had left alone for the past 13 years. She wouldn't touch it and she wouldn't let ET touch it until the time came that she couldn't get away from it. Until then as far as her son was concerned she was his only parent and would continue to be. She let out a sigh as she sent a mass text to her sisters and cousin. *Text* Thorn left, I dont want to talk about it. I'm as fine as can be expected. I haven't spoken to him Daisy's still with me. *text* She hit send on her phone before throwing the thing on her bed. Let it fucking ring if her sisters came they'd get the door too. The only people she wanted to be near was the one who smashed her heart to a billion pieces cause she was a glutton for punishment and her children. Other than them the world could fuck themselves. *
*She walked down the stairs to see Daisy sitting in her playpen playing with her doll, Karma walked over and pulled her out of her playpen and put her on her lap. She kissed the top of her head.* You are my Daisy, my only Daisy. You make me happy when skies are gray. You'll never know dear how much I love you. Please don't take my Daisy away. *She sang softly as Daisy bounced and pulled on her hair putting her hands against Karma's mouth. This was the thing she was good at her kids. She'd quit wallowing and pull herself out of everything for them and them alone.*
*She walked in the house putting Daisy down in her play as she looked around her house. Something seemed off, she bit her bottom lip and started to walk around anytime something was off in the past she had a demon loose and if Zeke set a demon loose in the home with the baby she was going to kill him, Thorn be damned. She ran upstairs to her bedroom, he normally was at the door especially since she had her appointment with Essie. She opened her bedroom door then noticed it finally. Thorn was gone, she walked the room looking over where his clothes were and it was nothing but empty drawers. She turned seeing the note from him. She couldn't read any of it. It hadn't made any sense yeah they had started to be more apart but this!?! He freaked when she tried to tell him she loved him, this was why she had never wanted the relationship. She had gotten to use to having him around and now he was gone. She wasn't good enough. It was plain and simple. She moved to sit down on the bed trying to keep from crying. She could do this with Daisy, she had ET and he was healthy and happy. She could do it alone again, she was a Deveraux. She felt herself getting sick as she ran to the bathroom throwing up. She felt herself crying harder as she rested her head against the side of the bowl, she had loved him he understood her in more ways than she thought. And now he was gone as if the past year of her life had never happened, the only reminder of him was downstairs in her playpen. He had left them both.*
*She wasn't sure how much time had passed as she climbed off the floor, she heard ET downstairs making her want to cry more. She couldn't face her son, he was getting used to Thorn and seemed to enjoy having him around and now he had abandoned her son as well. She walked down looking at ET playing with Daisy making her want to cry again but she couldn't she was their mother first and foremost.* Mom you okay? *She looked at ET and held her hands out to her baby pulling him closer as she kissed his head.* Ian right now no, but I will be. We will be all of us. I'm going to need your help more now. *She said moving to kiss the top of his head before pulling him closer to her.* We will have no choice. *She said as ET moved his head up and looked at her.* He left didn't he. *She nodded and he hugged her crazy tight.* We'll be fine I can do this my love you just got to give me time. *He nodded looking at Daisy.* It's gonna be just us. *She whispered kissing his forehead, she'd tell her sisters and cousin in a few days. If ET didn't. Crap she hoped this wouldn't complicate Jo's life more, especially since she technically had Jo's niece with her. She moved to grab Daisy picking up her angel kissing the top of her head.*
You my love are my baby and nothing is going to change that. *She whispered as she kissed her.* We will do this, and when you are old enough I will tell you the story. Deveraux women are cursed never doubt that my Daisy and you will never go wrong. *She whispered as she bounced her daughter, she had to figure out her steps forward. * Ma I'll call for Chinese. *She smiled at her son* Thank you. *She said softly looking at Daisy trying to keep it together for a few more hours, then tonight she'd break. The only man she had loved no longer wanted her.*
*She wasn't sure how much time had passed as she climbed off the floor, she heard ET downstairs making her want to cry more. She couldn't face her son, he was getting used to Thorn and seemed to enjoy having him around and now he had abandoned her son as well. She walked down looking at ET playing with Daisy making her want to cry again but she couldn't she was their mother first and foremost.* Mom you okay? *She looked at ET and held her hands out to her baby pulling him closer as she kissed his head.* Ian right now no, but I will be. We will be all of us. I'm going to need your help more now. *She said moving to kiss the top of his head before pulling him closer to her.* We will have no choice. *She said as ET moved his head up and looked at her.* He left didn't he. *She nodded and he hugged her crazy tight.* We'll be fine I can do this my love you just got to give me time. *He nodded looking at Daisy.* It's gonna be just us. *She whispered kissing his forehead, she'd tell her sisters and cousin in a few days. If ET didn't. Crap she hoped this wouldn't complicate Jo's life more, especially since she technically had Jo's niece with her. She moved to grab Daisy picking up her angel kissing the top of her head.*
You my love are my baby and nothing is going to change that. *She whispered as she kissed her.* We will do this, and when you are old enough I will tell you the story. Deveraux women are cursed never doubt that my Daisy and you will never go wrong. *She whispered as she bounced her daughter, she had to figure out her steps forward. * Ma I'll call for Chinese. *She smiled at her son* Thank you. *She said softly looking at Daisy trying to keep it together for a few more hours, then tonight she'd break. The only man she had loved no longer wanted her.*
*She had all of the Halloween decorations all pulled out and ready to go now all she had to do now was clean the house then put them up. Jan had control over the store and she was in a mood to decorate. She put Daisy in her playpen and watched her daughter fall asleep. She grabbed her headphones and put them in her ears as she grabbed her swiffer and started to dance singing along with the music.* Eleka nahmen nahmen, Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen
Eleka nahmen nahmen, Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen. Let his flesh not be torn, Let his blood leave no stain, Though they beat him, Let him feel no pain, Let his bones never break. *She said as she heard ET scream* NO! MOM NO! *He screamed pushing into her as her body slid across the floor and hit her head on the corner of the wall as she fell down feeling the swiffer below her as she put her hand on her head looking up at her son* ET? What the hell kid? I was cleaning. *She said as he shook his head* You were reciting latin Mom! I heard you and you know Thorn said no spells. *She moved to bang her head against the floor as she pulled her phone out.* This isn't a spell baby this the first few lyrics to a song. *She said as she restarted the song and hit play for him to here.*
*After a few minutes and his now beat red face she shifted a little on the floor pulling the swifter out from behind her.* It's fine baby go get some frozen peas. *Et looked at her* We have that? *She shook her head* Yeah we have it kid I promise I've never starved you I can cook the basics. *She said as she rested there for a moment. Her kid thought she was doing a spell and she was going to have a huge knot on her forehead for a few days, He looked down at her handing her the peas* Can I help you up Mom? *She shook her head as put the peas on her forehead* Go make sure Daisy's still out like a lightening bug please. *She said moving to let out a few slow breaths. Only in her house would this happen, she gripped the thing of peas feeling the world still spinning as she laid back down. Great she really hoped she wouldn't be stuck here for a few hours.* ET in my cabinet go get me some tylonel and a bottle of water. *She said letting out a breath, the feeling of the swiffer up her ass was going to be there for a bit but with any luck the tylonel would take care of everything. She looked at the boxes of decorations.* I guess we are going to need to wait a hot minute.
*She saw as ET ran down the stairs and gave her the medicine and a bottle of water as she smiled at him* You are fine, you didn't know. *She said moving to sit up and lean against the couch as she put the peas down. She looked at her son and smiled* Wanna explain what happened and why are you home from school? *She asked as he looked at her* Thorn said your not allowed to do any spells especially with your Latin pronunciation and to make sure you didn't when he's not here.*He said as he sat down beside her moving to rest his head on her shoulder* It's meet the parents tonight. She looked back at her son as she shook her head.* You owe me kiddo, I'll see if I can find a babysitter for Daisy and I'll go see if I can do something about the bump you gave me. *She said looking at him as he blushed* It's fine Et, go take care of homework. I'll get up in a few minutes but this weekend your helping with Halloween decorations. *She said with a smile as he grinned* Wouldn't dream of anything else Mom. *She smiled as she tilted her head back on the couch and put her bag of peas on her head. Only her kid would try to save her from herself but then again ET had been doing that since he was born.*
Eleka nahmen nahmen, Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen. Let his flesh not be torn, Let his blood leave no stain, Though they beat him, Let him feel no pain, Let his bones never break. *She said as she heard ET scream* NO! MOM NO! *He screamed pushing into her as her body slid across the floor and hit her head on the corner of the wall as she fell down feeling the swiffer below her as she put her hand on her head looking up at her son* ET? What the hell kid? I was cleaning. *She said as he shook his head* You were reciting latin Mom! I heard you and you know Thorn said no spells. *She moved to bang her head against the floor as she pulled her phone out.* This isn't a spell baby this the first few lyrics to a song. *She said as she restarted the song and hit play for him to here.*
*After a few minutes and his now beat red face she shifted a little on the floor pulling the swifter out from behind her.* It's fine baby go get some frozen peas. *Et looked at her* We have that? *She shook her head* Yeah we have it kid I promise I've never starved you I can cook the basics. *She said as she rested there for a moment. Her kid thought she was doing a spell and she was going to have a huge knot on her forehead for a few days, He looked down at her handing her the peas* Can I help you up Mom? *She shook her head as put the peas on her forehead* Go make sure Daisy's still out like a lightening bug please. *She said moving to let out a few slow breaths. Only in her house would this happen, she gripped the thing of peas feeling the world still spinning as she laid back down. Great she really hoped she wouldn't be stuck here for a few hours.* ET in my cabinet go get me some tylonel and a bottle of water. *She said letting out a breath, the feeling of the swiffer up her ass was going to be there for a bit but with any luck the tylonel would take care of everything. She looked at the boxes of decorations.* I guess we are going to need to wait a hot minute.
*She saw as ET ran down the stairs and gave her the medicine and a bottle of water as she smiled at him* You are fine, you didn't know. *She said moving to sit up and lean against the couch as she put the peas down. She looked at her son and smiled* Wanna explain what happened and why are you home from school? *She asked as he looked at her* Thorn said your not allowed to do any spells especially with your Latin pronunciation and to make sure you didn't when he's not here.*He said as he sat down beside her moving to rest his head on her shoulder* It's meet the parents tonight. She looked back at her son as she shook her head.* You owe me kiddo, I'll see if I can find a babysitter for Daisy and I'll go see if I can do something about the bump you gave me. *She said looking at him as he blushed* It's fine Et, go take care of homework. I'll get up in a few minutes but this weekend your helping with Halloween decorations. *She said with a smile as he grinned* Wouldn't dream of anything else Mom. *She smiled as she tilted her head back on the couch and put her bag of peas on her head. Only her kid would try to save her from herself but then again ET had been doing that since he was born.*